I mentally end things that I know won’t get anywhere. That’s why I’m quite detached from people. The time that I would have to sacrifice, the emotions that I would have to put on the line, and the effort that I would have to give up—are things quite valuable to me. Precious, even. It’s hard for me to connect with others. When it comes to a relationship, I want someone who can capture and maintain the interest of my mind, because perhaps it can soon lead to the capture of my heart. But it’s not all that easy to capture my interest in the first place. Honestly, if both my mind and hers are able to intertwine with one another—I would do all that I can to keep what we have safe and in the palm of my hands. Even if it doesn’t last, the thought of knowing that I was able to coincide with someone else in this world would be comforting enough. But then again, what in this world does last?
Life story.
(Source: dreamongood)
▲80 | reblogI’ve come to a conclusion that I don’t fall for people. I don’t fall in love. My feelings are just fucked up and my emotions unstable. Love? I don’t know what that is. I don’t know if I ever felt it. I don’t know if I ever knew what love really is. It doesn’t exist to me anymore. What I know exists is infatuation, lust, and attraction. Love? It’s nothing.
My love life explained in one paragraph.
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I’m a sucker for holding hands, I think it’s the cutest thing cause I have really small hands :)
Oh please, say to me
You’ll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You’ll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
- The Beatles
Physical Features:
- Taller than me. Perfect height would be 5’8 to 6’1
- Straight teeth, cause I love a cute smile.
- He has to smell good, because I like good hygiene.
- In shape, fit, toned. Whatever you wanna call it.
- Short, soft hair. Long enough for me to play with it, short enough that it doesn’t really go past your ears.
- I’m not a fan of crazy body modifications.
- I’m not sure if it’s physical, but I don’t want to date someone younger than myself. I find it awkward LOL.
Characteristics / Attributes:
- I desire someone with intelligence. Someone who has an wide range of eclectic knowledge so I can always learn something new. Well, and because I always make literary, and tv show references all the time. So I hope you read a lot, because I do.
- He has to have drive. It’s really attractive seeing someone being passionate about their aspirations.
- Respect and kindness. All standards of kindness demands respect, an inner quality that can be cultivated.
- A sense of humor, definitely.
- Any sort of artistic/musical talent. It doesn’t matter if you play the guitar, violin, or if you like to draw, paint etc. I’m an artsy kinda person, and I like my men that way too.
- I’m definitely into someone outgoing; someone who knows how to keep conversation.
- Defend your standpoint. If you believe in something, stand up for it, and don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise. Even if I completely disagree with you, stand up for yourself. I like a good debate every so often anyway.
- Someone cultured. I’m really into other cultures and countries. I’ve been to a lot of different countries and I enjoy talking to someone who travels.
There’s probably some more, but these are the ones I can get off the top of my head. And my contacts are as dry as the Sahara, so I need them off.
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If you’re willing to be with me, know this.
We’re going to live in a lovely condo in the city.
We’re going to travel to a lot to foreign countries.
And we’ll have to live near a coffee shop or a book store.
I figured it out.
I want to go on a date to a museum. Because if you appreciate museums, I appreciate you.
museum and aquarium
:)
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Pinky promises are the most serious promises I make. If I pinky promise you something, rest assured I won’t go back on my word.
(Source: rashadsays)
▲72 | reblog▲484 | reblogI really enjoy being alone, not depending on someone else. Taking care of myself and my problems, because at the end of the day, I’m all I got. I feel as if a lot of people aren’t worth my time, actually, I just feel like I’m in a different world than others. I feel like most relationships don’t last, which is why I’m not that hungry for one. But there’s a part inside of me that wants a relationship. However, I’d want our relationship to be unique and special. I don’t want to waste my time, effort, and heart.. I mean, does anyone? But.. I also know that everything ends. Life ends, relationships end, etc etc. It happens all of the time. So how do you know if a relationship is going to be how you want it to be? You just don’t know, so you have to take that risk. But when you take a risk, you put your heart at risk. You become vulnerable. You immediately become vulnerable to heartbreak, and trust me, heartbreak is one of the most gruesome pains one can ever experience. So back to being alone.. I really like it. You know what, I actually somewhat like the idea of falling in love.. rather than the whole process of falling in love. It kind of saves you the trouble. The feeling of being loved, though.. is perhaps the most wonderful feeling you could ever experience in life. I don’t know. I feel as if no one should go and try to look for ‘love’, or a relationship. Just let things fall into place. That’s what I think. Love is patient, so you should try and be patient too. But then again, there we go back to that one thought.. the thought that you might just never meet someone that will satisfy your needs. You know, we get so bored easily. When we have too much of something, we as human beings tend to throw away those things, like nothing. I get bored of people easily. I really do. I like interesting people. Weird people. Unique people. People who are out of the ordinary. Life’s too short and dull for boring people. Don’t you think? At the end of the day, all I want is a lot of money, good food, nice clothes, genuine friends, and a faithful lover. That’s all.
Basically. Correct grammar makes me attracted to you just a little more.
(Source: ragilliarach)
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I do, I really do. I make myself laugh cause I’m a clever bunny.
(Source: chelseawoosh)
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